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Post by CatCreature on Feb 18, 2022 0:10:19 GMT -5
lobb I think the bottom of this update will answer your questions trying to confirm whether or not that cat is Dash, so I'm gonna tag you for this! --- So I woke up to a bit of bad news today...but first, there's other details that it doesn't look like I shared, so...I'm gonna backtrack a little first. The friends we're staying with...their grown children and their grandchildren are coming around the end of the month to celebrate a birthday together. Thing is, they usually stay in the bedrooms we're taking up. And we've been here for over a month now and...even though we're TRYING really hard to find somewhere to go, so we're not overstaying our welcome...nobody wants us. Nobody will let us in with our cats. And it's been gently implied that...they're hoping we might maybe leave the house for a while. They said it would only be a few days, but...that's a lot of extra moving around and I don't really feel comfortable coming back if I'm just going to be in the way. I mean, I get it...family comes first. When it's us or family, of course they'd choose them, and they have every right and reason to. Still...it kinda makes me feel low. I truly feel like I'm just getting in the way and they wish I'd move to make way for their real kids. I don't know...it sucks...but that's how it is. We have ONE house we could rent while ours is being rebuilt...that is VERY tentative about letting us in. The lady renting it out doesn't really want us, but is trying to be sympathetic, but it's clear she has a lot of concerns and doubts...it's a scary thing to just hope for the best and try for that house, but it's the only one even willing to try. But she's taking insanely long to respond to us every single time, and we need things to finalize, and furniture to be moved in and...it's going to take some time. But we need to leave immediately. So we decided to try and find some kind of hotel lodging while we wait that one out. We found a cabin we could stay at...that would even take the cats! But today...We heard from the actual manager of that place, that they actually DON'T allow cats...and we've suddenly been turned down, after we've already told our friends we're leaving on Sunday...and there's no backing out. We're struggling to find another place...nobody will take us!! -.- What MIGHT end up happening, is my sister and I will take the cabin while my mom continues to camp in the RV with the cats...the RV is just too small a space for all of us, plus there's no working water, it leaks, and I can't handle being in there for long periods of time or I start to freak out... This is not ideal...but it might be all we can do. And we still have to keep going to the house to clean things up in the middle of this mess, and the closer to Sunday, the more anxious I get...I'm scared about going somewhere unknown...I just wish I could go home...and have all my animals back... Anyway...there's an update for you guys, and I'm sorry for any delays or disappearances because I'm barely getting time to myself lately. --- Another thing that happened today...we were already convinced the cat we found is Dash. Spending more time with him...my gosh, you just KNOW. It's absolutely him. He's falling into his old habits, I'm getting a better look at his face, he favors all the same things Dash did, his behavior is the same...it's him. I've been convinced for a long time now. But remember what I said before? About how I'd have absolutely no doubts anymore, if Animal Control would confirm they never picked up Dash's body? Well...today, that's exactly what happened! My mom had to...bring over the bodies that they didn't pick up, for cremation...and she talked with them and told them about what happened and discussed who they found and everything. And they confirmed they never found/took Dash's body. He isn't among the dead cat bodies...he never was, even though we thought they'd taken him! It's absolutely him!! Two other cats had been missing...we couldn't find them among the rubble, we didn't think Animal Control had them, and we wondered if they might have survived (though doubted it) and well...it turns out, one of those missing cats (Minx, a black cat) WAS in fact picked up among the other bodies and has been with Animal Control. So the total body count they had, that we THOUGHT was counting Dash...was actually including Minx. So that explains why the number added up, yet someone wasn't there. We didn't know they'd found Minx...and it means she's definitely gone. The only one nobody has found is uh...I called her Wheezy, but my sister called her Nutty. Nobody agreed on a name, and none were good. xP But...that was our oldest cat, and one of my sister's babies. That cat loved her, and looked forward to bedtime every single night, so they could cuddle. She was waiting for her that very night of the fire...and it hurts my sister to think she never came, and that cat died waiting for her. And not being able to find the body, and Animal Control confirming they don't have it...it's been unsettling. I'm 99% sure my sister won't read this, (and if you ARE reading this, sister, SKIP THIS PARAGRAPH) so I'm just going to say now...it's tempting to try and hex her for my sister's birthday...which happens to be Sunday, the day we're going to be scrambling to move...again. Not a lot to look forward to that day. I wish all the hurt could stop. I wish none of this ever happened. I'm feeling very displaced, like I don't belong, like I don't deserve to belong...I'm just not feeling well and all this stress about needing to leave and nobody wanting us is just too much right now.
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Post by KeyGlyph on Feb 21, 2022 12:59:16 GMT -5
CatCreature, my heart is just breaking for you and your family. I read through all this and can't imagine the stress and pain you're experiencing. Seeing the community outpouring of kindness for you has been beautiful. I'm not sure how to join the Petz discord (is the RKC one different than the Petzcord?), but has there been any talk of a GoFundMe or collection of donations for you? If anyone has started such a thing, I'd like to contribute.
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Post by CatCreature on Feb 25, 2022 21:38:55 GMT -5
I'm not sure how to join the Petz discord (is the RKC one different than the Petzcord?), but has there been any talk of a GoFundMe or collection of donations for you? If anyone has started such a thing, I'd like to contribute. I have no idea...I'm not connected to any Petz Discord servers. I'm really only here and on PUGS. I can't keep up with much more. There was talk about a GoFundMe, but my mom recently decided against it because insurance is paying for most things and we're not really hurting for money right now. Thank you though, for that and the kind words! I do appreciate it! --- I've been having a really hard time lately. Currently my family is all split up. Mom is in our barely livable RV with the cats, my sister and I are at a motel, because nobody will take us. My depression has hit an all new low because I'm apart from my family, trapped in a dark motel room with the knowledge that nobody wants us in their homes, and the memories of the cats and Peppy that didn't make it. Every night I have to fall asleep here is horrible. Any time my mom visits I almost don't even want to see her because I'm scared of the despair of her leaving me here again. I feel sick and heavy with depression...I can't stand it. So there's been very little updates or socializing from me lately...again, I'm sorry for anyone who keeps trying to talk to me and I keep dropping it...I'm really not feeling well mentally. I'd give anything to have all my animals back... Anyway, I wanted to show these off. --- I tried to hex one of my sister's lost cats for her birthday on the 20th. (I have a copy of her too, since she was a family pet and we share family pet hexies.) This was our oldest cat...I'd put up pictures to show how she looks like our lost cat, but I can't stomach pictures of our cats right now. I called her Wheezy as a joke and it stuck...my sister called her Nutty, short for Nutmeg (which was never once used in her life!) so she had different names, but responded to them all. I hexed this off the same eye-swapped file as Indie...basically when this cat looks angry, she's actually calm. When she's calm, she's actually angry. It was kind of a joke, because much like cartoon examples of cats, this cat liked to act like she hated me, then when my sister would scoop her up in a hug, she'd give me this smug look over my sister's shoulder like, "You can only WISH I'd let you do this, loser!!" x'DDD She always looked like she was flaunting the way she let my sister baby her, and I kept telling my sister "DO YOU SEE THE WAY SHE'S LOOKING AT ME??" and I swear her expression would change to pure innocence when my sister looked!! So, her smug, yet calm personality was easier to portray in this odd way. xD She's got a Persian personality, but looks smug or grumpy a lot of the time, even when she really isn't. The texture, my sister actually made, but I don't know if she was happy with it because it was named for this cat, but she was never actually hexed. And the color wasn't quite right. I tweaked it, and think it looks much closer. It's hard because...we're 99% sure this cat died in the fire. But her body was never found. There's no more live cats trapped in the house like Dash...we left food, nobody ever ate it. Either she escaped before it was boarded up...which is scary because she's old and has zero knowledge of how to survive out there, and we've seen countless cats but NEVER spotted her...or, her body is still in that house, yet to be discovered. It's making my sister crazy, making her hurt more, inspiring nightmares...and she just misses her so much. I had to try and hex her. I'm quite pleased with the turnout, so I thought I'd share how it came out. --- I recently got Faulusa from lizzzy 's PUGS shop! And oh my gosh, she's so cute!! What even is this? (...For real though, what is she??) I assume she's bred with OWs? Or maybe she's a personal hex? I'm not really sure...there was no info on her page about what this dog is or came from, but I saw pictures of more like her...and I just fell in love. She is SO CARTOONY!! When her face tilts up, you can see her goofy happy smile!! <3 And her colors are so fancy, her features/proportions are so adorable...she's just insanely cute and I've been having a lot of fun with her!! She also seems to be quite sporty in personality! She wants to chase EVERYTHING. We played frisbee with her new friends Trendy and Tambourine (who seem to be falling in love with each other!) and she was the one who learned how to catch first! And when she got bored of playing frisbee, she just brought me other things to throw! She constantly wants to run and catch things! She seems to make friends easily too! Rodney was the first dog she met, and they seemed to fall in love almost right away. (No puppy yet...I actually wanted to see if there's any kind of OWs Faulusa uses first, that might allow them to breed more true. If not, I'll just use Rodney's files.) I'm tempted to try and get them to fall in love at the same time as Trendy and Tambourine, so their pups can grow up together! <3 She fell right in the middle of Trendy and Tambourine's little friendship, and they're a group of three that gets along well together! (I should see if Rodney will fit in with them as well!) Anyway this adorable pup is so full of fun and friendship, and she's very much loved by all of us! <3
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Post by lobb on Mar 1, 2022 0:00:57 GMT -5
I'm really glad it's really Dasher! I'm so sorry about everything else, though. It sucks that people won't allow pets. I'll never understand that -- I know some places give "damage" as the reason why not, but I've met people with no pets and very damaged houses. Can you hang out with your sister if you're staying in the same place? That sounds so hard and my heart aches for you. *hugs* <3 At least your kitties are safe and have a roof over their heads, even if it's the RV. About the missing cat, have you tried advertising around and calling shelters? Someone may have found her, alive or dead, so you might be able to get her back or at least get some closure. It sounds so hard to NOT know, especially since your sister was so close to her Did your sister like the hexie? You did SUCH a great job. It might help your sister to have a little memorial to your cat in the form of the hexie, like when people have paintings of their pets. I love Faulusa, thanks for the heads up that I should keep an eye on lizzy's shop xD She's adorable!!
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Post by Sasha on Mar 1, 2022 2:50:09 GMT -5
How very special that you hexed such a beautiful memorial pet I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through if you ever need me just send me a message, any message is ok
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Post by CatCreature on Mar 7, 2022 3:03:09 GMT -5
lobb Yeah, I can! My sister usually comes over every night and we play games together on our laptops...it's the only fun or non depression time we get lately! Hard to say regarding Wheezy's missing body...I thought mom said she was going to ask around, but I never heard whether she even did or not. I'll have to ask her... My sister did like the hexie! ^^ She had a lot of fun playing with her and it cheered her up a bit, though I know she still misses the real thing...we all do. I saw her in a dream recently, but it was off in the background and I can't really remember it...I just feel like I saw her recently... </3 Thank you guys so much! --- So my plan for this crew was always going to be...they're my 'main' crew until I get my old Petz back. Then I'll probably go back to the old bunch I was playing with more often. Except these guys have been such a comfort to me...I find myself still playing with this batch and adding to them at the moment. I still play with my old gang I was enjoying before the fire, and I add to the main crew all the time, but these guys haven't become less interesting like I thought they might. So, why not? I'll update here some more after all. To start, I completely redid the graphics on the first post! I had fallen out of the habit of updating them (and as such there's two all new graphics at the bottom with new Petz!) and some (such as Bingus and Rodney) had somehow evaded ever being added AT ALL. No idea how that happened, since I played with them so often...how could I miss them?? So we have adult pictures, and I'm no longer naturally raising anybody that wasn't naturally BORN here. Just because it's becoming time consuming and at the moment I haven't got the time or energy for that. More on that in a bit. On top of all of that, I have new graphics coming. But first, I wanted to do another small update. We now have a rental house! We're leaving on the 10th to move in until our old house is rebuilt. We don't know if we'll then live there, or sell that and move elsewhere. All I know is this new place will be temporary until about a year or two, depending how long the rebuild takes. I should be excited...but I'm really not. I have no words to describe how bad my depression has gotten while I've been here. I'm not sure I've ever been so low and I realize there's something seriously wrong because I'm blaming myself for the animal deaths and they're all I see every time I close my eyes. I'm not sleeping well, I'm not talking to anybody, I'm miserable all the time, and I truly believe things will never be better. I guess our living situations can improve...but I'll never feel better. This is a guilt and a trauma I don't see ever going away. It's just too much and I don't know what's going to happen to me. It's all a huge mess. I have little interest in anything anymore...I'm just trying to be in CONSTANT distraction mode...constantly doing things, making things, being busy with things...so I can't think. We have plans to really work on the last few things we need to do at the burnt house before we move (as it's an hour drive from one to the other) over the next few days before we leave...so hopefully that business will help distract me further for a while, if I can get myself to sleep. So any disappearances over the next few days may be due to that. Or depression. I'm around, life is just in turmoil as always. Oh, speaking of turmoil, there's an issue with the new laptop I'm using and my brother has suggested I exchange it. So I'll, at some point (not sure when yet), be without a computer and have to set up a new one. AGAIN. No data loss should happen, but it will be extremely irritating for me. xP Can't wait for that. Gloom and doom aside...here's the graphics I've been waiting to show off! Finally I'm all caught up on all the stuff I've been meaning to post!! --- Not long after seeing the new Pokemon games (...man I need a Nintendo Switch, I'm so far behind...) the two besties Chile and Cowboy decided to take their relationship a step further...and had a baby girl, Sprig! <3 (Named for the Grass starter...the only actual cute one of the three!!) She has since left her mother and has gotten a bit bigger. After adopting Zumo, I noticed something. He looked almost identical to Verinee!! (I seem to have a favorite type of lab...) So I had to introduce them! Aaaand they fell in love! Of course, true to Petz nature, Rarity doesn't really look like them. x'DDD I also forgot completely about the Pit Bull file in-game...so unlike her Dane-eared mother, she actually has the cropped Pittie ears! <3 So cute! She's the same age as Sprig, and as such, has already left her mother and is a bit bigger now! Nothing incredible here...just a befuddled Jemi playing with a cat dancer. xDD He's so cute and concerned, haha! Niolo and Sparkles McGee were listening to some new Markiplier (and one Jackscepticeye) songs I put on my music box...one of them featuring Sparkles' name! He seemed pleased. x'DDD They're so beautiful together...if only they'd get along. xDD I may have mentioned recently that I adopted a second pup from @lizzyo...and here she is! Sleepy Pines is such a pretty, goofy girl! Muff came out to meet her right away and they actually hit it off! But, as expected, the dog I was most excited for her to meet, Faulusa, wound up hating her. Oh well. x'DDD Pretty Asarne from lunarlex ...my gosh, she gave me a heart attack! I was stupid, and put her in a breeding profile while I was doing a breeding project. (Because I was so eager to meet her!) But I wound up DELETING her with the breeding copies I was finished with...and didn't realize my mistake UNTIL THE NEXT DAY when I went to play with her AND COULDN'T FIND HER. I'm SO GLAD I remembered my unusual idea of putting her in that profile, and thinking to check the recycle bin...and that I hadn't emptied it!! She was there, waiting for her idiot of a new owner to come looking for her. x'DDD I felt so bad!! I'm just glad she's safe, and she's even made friends with Bingus who couldn't wait to come see her! Bingus is a rather selective cat, with few friends, so I'm glad they hit it off! Despite being a Meezer, Asarne isn't too picky with treats, and even does tricks!! <3 And here's a random graphic with pictures from today...featuring my girl, Spanish Croissant! She's a simple looking girl, but somehow I just love her!! She's a very nervous Meezer. xD She tries to be snooty and snobby, but she's very jumpy! Her walk is a cross of scaredy and snobby, so she tremble walks but also lifts her body higher as she does so, as if she can't decide if she's feeling brave or not. xD Texas came out and they became fast friends...he's much braver, and I think she likes that about him. Regarding her random name...here's what I wrote about it in her bio: --- And finally, on a rather unrelated note...I recently added this to my Favorite Petz section on my site: For a long time, dusty and black has been my favorite color combo...and honestly, it still is. xD But I didn't really know what came second...and now I do. These particular Petz have made me REALLY start loving orange and brown color combinations!! (Especially with super light grey or slothy (173/174) eyes!!) They look like autumn, or pumpkins...or sweet potatoes!! I keep coming back to Sweet Potatoes...the puffy-tailed Tabby in the picture is even named Princella after a brand of sweet potatoes. xD So I can now say that aside from dusty and black, I'm obsessed with 'Sweet Potato Petz!' And this is what I mean!! xDD There's just something so rich about these colors together, it makes me weak. <3 --- That's it for now! I can now take a break from graphic making...phew!
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Post by 🌠 Aubrey on Mar 7, 2022 3:29:45 GMT -5
"Sweet Potato Petz"! xD That is SO perfect for that combination of colors! You've got your potato, cinnamon, and added butter. xD
*sending lots of hugs* I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I really wish there was something/anything I could do to help ease the pain. <3
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Post by CatCreature on Mar 7, 2022 20:37:11 GMT -5
Yes! And also my mom makes something called Sweet Potato Puff every Thanksgiving...it's actually SUPER good, like a dessert, and has pecans and brown sugar...so it has a brown and orange color to it that looks a lot like these guys! xD
I wish there was more to be done too. I just want the never-ending nightmare to stop. My mom has suddenly developed some kind of health scare too and she's getting a test sent to her to make sure she's okay...but sure, let's add ONE MORE worry on top of everything else...
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Post by 🌠 Aubrey on Mar 8, 2022 0:07:47 GMT -5
I wish there was more to be done too. I just want the never-ending nightmare to stop. My mom has suddenly developed some kind of health scare too and she's getting a test sent to her to make sure she's okay...but sure, let's add ONE MORE worry on top of everything else... Oh no! None of you need more things to worry about! :C I really do hope the test shows nothing is wrong. <3
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Post by Sasha on Mar 8, 2022 4:49:20 GMT -5
So sorry to hear what you're going through Keeping you in my thoughts
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Post by Bunni on Mar 8, 2022 9:36:01 GMT -5
Oh gosh, I'm so sorry to hear this Lily I really hope it turns out to be nothing *hugs*
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Post by lobb on Mar 8, 2022 14:13:35 GMT -5
I just went back and looked at your first post again! I still get so happy when I see Allspice, Wave, and Conch. What did you end up renaming Wave to? Also wow what breed is Rufus? I totally thought he was a hexie but then I saw he's an ac pet!
I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. I hope your mum turns out to be ok. I think maybe you'd benefit from some therapy? I can't imagine all the pain. Just know that all the deaths were DEFINITELY not your fault.
I'm glad you've found a place to stay! I was so worried you'd have to live in the RV for a while. And i'm glad your sister liked the hexie and it brought her some comfort. Petz really is a very soothing and healing game.
Lots of hugs to you, I'm rooting for you and your family!!
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Post by CatCreature on Mar 9, 2022 7:44:55 GMT -5
My mom gets the test tomorrow...no clue how long it takes to actually do and get results back though. Our move-in date was also pushed back one more day, so looks like we're moving on the 11th instead of the 10th. Not a big deal though. What IS a big deal, is insurance is suddenly making it sound like they actually AREN'T able to cover all the costs they said they would. I don't have more details than that right now...my mom was supposed to hear back from a guy to discuss it today, but I never heard anything and don't know if the call even came. I was trying to ask her things like "What about the rebuild of the house? Can we still do that?" (Because honestly I don't know what we'll do if that isn't covered) and she just doesn't know. Seriously, are we cursed or something? Where is this bad luck coming from? -.- I just want everything to be as okay as it can be...I want to breathe...I want to feel at home again... We did have a good day though. My sister and I made a friend at this motel, who has a large dog, and we gush over him every time we see him. And she actually brought him to my room to visit us tonight and we spent a few hours chatting with her and playing with him, and it's raised our spirits quite a bit for the night, so that was insanely nice of her!! ;-; lobb , it wasn't terribly interesting xD Almost all my renamed Petz just had the extension "Phoenix" added to the end of their name (Wave included!) kind of like a last name for this group. Yet, not everyone got it...I kept the short names I didn't have already (Like Conch and Allspice) as-is...and then I just added Dalmatian to the end of Dotty and her puppies' names, since that's what I did for the plush toys they're based off of. And Kona, Tess and Indie have their owners' last names added onto theirs. But everyone else, I think, just had the add-on of Phoenix. Which was entertaining, because I got some funny names like Ears Phoenix or Happy Phoenix, and even Potato Phoenix! LOL I am still meaning to get more pics of so many of these Petz... Rufus is the same breed as Kylie and Rouge! They're from the Cirrutopia Shih-Tzu file, and my gosh I have SO MANY from that file. x'DD It has a ton of variations and is CRAZY CUTE. I'd definitely check it out!! I also feel like therapy could be good, but I also don't see how. Nothing can fix what I saw, or what happened, and I don't see how it can make it any better. Everyone insists there's a way, but I just don't see. Death is one thing, but a MASS death with so many innocent lives all at once...that's so huge it doesn't even feel CLOSE to losing one animal to sickness or old age...I don't know. Thank you though...I really do appreciate all the kind words. Thanks to you all for letting me vent and wishing me well...I don't mean to be such a downer, but this is easily one of the worst things, if not THE worst, in my life...and it is harder than I can explain to describe it. I can try and ignore it sometimes, but it doesn't last long, unfortunately. --- To leave things on a bit of a cheerier note for the night... I got two new Persian babies from Bec! I helped her with some stuck pregnancies (although, for me, they gave birth the instant they came out in my game so I didn't even have to do anything!! xD) and returned them all. She said she wasn't as into the kittens, and asked if I was interested in them, and I told her I was! I had actually been admiring Lynalou in particular...such PRETTY colors and I absolutely love those deep green eyes!! I didn't even notice at the time, but she has a Calico personality, so she's also VERY cheery and energetic, which is ADORABLE!! <3 And on top of that, Liva has a funny little look I seem to somehow be enjoying with Persians... These boys are from my P3 game! Bumble on the left, is a Persian I adopted some time ago...and I don't know what it is about him. I assumed it was mainly the colors, but I just really liked his overall looks, and he's become a favorite Persian of mine. Then I found Aardvark, and thought to myself "He's another Bumble cat!!" and had to have him...and now I'm doing the same with Liva. xDD Seems like Persians with thin tails and Calico markings are another random 'thing' with me, and they're fun to naturally raise. I did it with these boys, now I'm doing it with pretty Liva! I love her sandy colors, but dark black markings! Pretty contrast! She DOES have a Persian personality...but also does tricks!! <3 As per usual, I eagerly hoped the girls would be friends. As per usual, they were not. Liva will probably hate Bumble and Aardvark too. x'DDD Also just felt like getting some pretty images of this boy...Conch is NOT getting enough showtime, but this little guy is so insanely cute, I feel I need to fix that. Same with Wave! I'm always thinking how adorable they are, and wanting to get lots of pictures. <3 Conch amused me with his dancing, singing, and IMMEDIATE first trick...a cartwheel!! He's such a handsome, talented boy!! I'm very tempted to introduce him, Wave and Allspice to some of my older Shelter Dogs...especially Allspice with Kerir, his grandmother!! (...They'll probably hate each other too. LOL) Almost (ALMOST) wish that there wasn't a lot of moving and work coming up...so much to do, and I just feel like making yet MORE graphics. It helps keep my mind off things. xD They'll probably be more later though. For now...it's almost 5am...I better sleep...
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Post by Thor on Mar 9, 2022 13:28:45 GMT -5
Awww Conch is so cute.
Also, the old saying that time heals all isn't necessarily true.... time gives you the space that you need to heal, but healing is not the same for everyone and every wound is different. Just like physical therapy ensures that your physical wounds heal in ways that allow you to continue life without as much pain/ as normal as you possibly can, therapy for emotions/mental wellbeing will help you heal in a way that allows you to continue living your life as normally as possible (just like with physical wounds, sometimes we can only heal so much and there will be impairments but, learning to live with things is important to life). I'm so sorry this happened to you HUG there are no words. I can only offer support and care and good vibes and virtual hugs.
I absolutely love seeing all your graphics and reading about your petz :) thank you for sharing
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Post by lobb on Mar 9, 2022 18:29:05 GMT -5
omg Conch! I'm not surprised Raffles's kids got so much personality -- his other children do too, and (like his dad) they seem to really love dancing haha. I'm so excited about Allspice getting to meet Kerir, I love it when petz meet family members <3 I hope things with your mum go well! You're having really bad luck The universe needs to give you and your family a break! About therapy: it can't change what happened but I do think it can help you cope and find a way to heal. It might make it easier to remember your pets in a positive way, without re-living their deaths over and over. It might help you be more present and healthier for the pets who are still alive. Lots of hugs to you... and if you ever need to talk or if there's anything I can help with, you're always welcome to drop me a line.
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