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Post by CoffieDog on Apr 1, 2014 12:40:08 GMT -5
I AM SO RELIEVED
I almost lost my phone today thanks to my crazy dog.
We were coming back from our daily hour walk and it happened twice that Cappy saw a running cat and went absolutely crazy and he nearly knocked me down. When we got back home I noticed I didn't have my phone in my pocket, which made me panic. So there I go ALL the way back to those two locations where I suspected I'd dropped it while struggling with Cappy. Luckily I found it in the the farthest area just lying there in plain view on the floor.
I'm just so glad I found it and nobody took it. ^.^
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Post by Rose@Paperclip! on Apr 7, 2014 10:24:28 GMT -5
**slightly mature content, idk. here's your warning**
I am literally so angry. One of my very close friends is trying to compete with my bodily & relationship-wise and it is making me so angry. I get a boyfriend, she gets a boyfriend. I went on birth control, she went on birth control. I wear a slightly non-conservative dress to show off my increase in womanly attributes (it was a highly sensitive topic before I started BC, now, I feel a lot better about my body because I'm filling out, so to speak, and so proud), so the very next day she does the same exact thing. I break up with my boyfriend, she starts thinking about breaking up with hers.
LIKE STOP JUST STOP FRIENDS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO COMPETE WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME BE HAPPY. I AM FINALLY HAPPY WITH MY BODY AND YOU JUST RUIN EVERYTHING BECAUSE YOU INTENTIONALLY COMPARE US AND THEN MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP. I literally don't get it at all.
sorry guys if this is too ick lol sorry..
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Post by Jack Sparrow on Apr 7, 2014 14:02:10 GMT -5
^ people who compare in general need 2 be stopped like i get u man and im sorry ur friend is doin that to u thats not okay. :<
im just hAHaha whOAwhowAWHowA i tell myself im gonna change but i continue to do the same old things and its lame like i am angry at myself ugh
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Post by Rose@Paperclip! on Apr 12, 2014 15:39:01 GMT -5
I think I know where I want to go to college and I think I know what I want to major in. Is this real life? Am I alive right now? wow.
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Post by Jack Sparrow on Apr 14, 2014 20:38:03 GMT -5
so i have a group of friends i talk to online and one of 'ems a real life friend and there was a lil drama b/t real life friend and another, and i ended up going to a bonfire of the other friend and now that i get back online i'm lookin the skype group and i'm like p sure they made a new skype group and just left me out of it...... they did this before to someone else in the group and i'm just kind of like reeeeeeaaaaally.. gonna play this.... i mean i guess there's no real polite way of saying 'dont want to talk to you right now' but still... kinda hurts......... but i mean hey what can ya do.....
oh also i feel like i'm the only person in the world to lose notes on a selfie hahaha what even is self esteem anymore :~)
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Post by Rose@Paperclip! on May 2, 2014 17:15:45 GMT -5
Once I finish this stupid essay, I am marathoning Tim Burton films goodbye
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Post by Jack Sparrow on May 3, 2014 0:24:46 GMT -5
Sooo I'm going on a whale watch next tuesday and I'm kinda stressing. My teacher is helping me pay and the deadline for money is Monday, and there are only 14 spots left. (outta 50, the trip is offered to the whole school so it was really hard to get spots) and I'm paranoid that my dad won't be able to give me the money for it, or my teacher that's paying for half of it for me won't be there that day, or somehow 14 people managed to get to his room before me and my friend to pay and it's already filled up. Even if we do get on, I'm alsoo stressing because they said we leave at 7:15 and buses get into school at 7:10 and thats when they open the doors. Although I'm sure they'll be open due to the trip, and my friend said she'd give me a ride that day, but I'm still super paranoid haha. And then there's the whole trip itself! I'm afraid me and my friend will be the only sophomores & it'll come across as weird, or I'll somehow get seasick despite it never happening to me before lmao. I hate my tendency to overthink things! But I'm so excited in the end because I'm gonna be spending a day on the ocean with my fave teacher and my friends and whales oh my god i love whales. ok i'm sorry it's 1am and i got 4 hours of sleep the night prior so idk how i'm even functiONING. allllllsoooooo i hate myself for saying this but i'm hoping a certain boy would be attending the trip as well..... although he probably won't be lmao and I shouldn't care because he's got himself a steady and all and I remember as soon as I found out I was very happy for her and decided to keep this at bay for her sake because while I don't know her personally, I've heard she's so nice and I can feel nothing but happiness for her! go her. oh and i'm laughing because like yesterday morning I was thinking of the things I just said, like trying to not care and just get over this silly lil crush yanno? yeah anyway I was walking into school and I have like.. a natural upset/disgruntled face I guess like I just end up looking either so sad/upset or like mad when I'm not intending to. lmao anyway i was walking into school thinking these things with probably the most disgusting face and as i passed his locker i just glanced at it and i realized the person walking next to me went to it and then i realized the person walking next to me for like the entire time i looked like i was ready to burst into tears at 7 in the morning was him and i'm just like ugh ew he prob looked at me and was like 'omg why does she look like she hates the world' or like 'omg ew whati s hER FACE DOIN? ?' okay i dont know i just had to spill thoughts that have been making me anxious. hopefully the whale watching endeavor goes swimmingly. *snort*
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Post by Rose@Paperclip! on May 11, 2014 8:29:48 GMT -5
To take a gap year or to not take a gap year - that is the question.
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Post by Jack Sparrow on May 24, 2014 18:04:27 GMT -5
idk man just gonna sit here in this dress til i feel better about myself i think
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Post by CherryBlossoms on May 24, 2014 22:50:12 GMT -5
My head hurts and what am I doing with myself. These places I keep going back to aren't very satisfying but I keep going back anyway. Do I think they're going to change anytime soon? I need to just cut ties, empty out all the stuff I'm holding onto and just move on to better stuff that's more satisfying and a better use of time.
Why am I doing this
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Post by Jack Sparrow on Jun 2, 2014 19:42:19 GMT -5
so as soon as im like 'at least my eye doesnt hurt' it hurts
heaaaaaaavy sigh is this week over yet i cant do more standardized testing tomorrow
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Post by CoffieDog on Jun 3, 2014 9:43:36 GMT -5
So just found out that the big July dog shows are having a clothing theme once again (last time it was western/country).
This time it is......casual. That means I get to show in blue Jeans and t-shirt YESSSSS xD
I wonder how many people will dress to the theme, last time very few people dressed in theme because the note announcing it was so small in the premium list that most people missed it. This time they made it bigger and in fancy font so its more noticeable so hopefully people will dress accordingly. (although it will be funny seeing the professional handlers dressed casual lol)
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Post by Jack Sparrow on Jun 19, 2014 17:47:10 GMT -5
meh a while back i told my friend she should come over and we could get slushies and chill. then we made a bet at school and whoever lost had to buy the winner a slushie. since this week has been half days my friend said she'd come over sometime. yesterday she was like 'tomorrow so we can celebrate being done with finals!' and i'm like ok cool! then today she brought it up again, and as i was leaving the building she's like "i'll call ya! my mom gets outta work at 2, she'll drop me off." i get home and eat lunch and stuff and i'm realyl tired and want to nap but i must stay awake since she'd be coming in like an hour. 2 rolls around, and we were talking on skype and i'm like 'hey are you still coming over' and she's like 'yeah idk where my mom is at' and so i tell her i'm gonna take a nap and to just text me when she finds out i wake up from the nap and its 6, i eat dinner, she's online and we talk about plans for tomorrow (said we might be going to the beach but idek anymore lmao) and i'm just. i dont know how to bring it up again because i dont want to like make it seem like i'm extremely desperate for her to come to my house like lmao no i dont really care if you dont want to come. just. ughhhh. can you at least like tell me you don't want to come instead of not giving me a straight answer?? or like keep me updated on whats happening??? like i feel bad for constantly being like "hi are u coming to my house hello are you coming pls come" like no i dont want to come off that way i just really want to know whether or not i'm gonna be in for the night or hang out with someone goodness /rant over
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Post by Kayla on Jun 19, 2014 20:01:16 GMT -5
Tired, bored... trying to keep soft carmel candy from sticking to my teeth. Do not chew. Do not chew. Do not chew....
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Post by Rose@Paperclip! on Jun 20, 2014 0:13:04 GMT -5
welp, I'm, yet again, another emotional mess. what else is new.
different boy. same friends. different issues. mandatory finals. frick.
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